Beden's Journals

My feelings for you are Forever! Chp6

I walked over to jacoby and pushed him out of the way of the microwave.

He just looked at me, kinda confused. "got that drink done hun?" lisa came in, glancing at me.

I slilently mimicked her. "got that drink hun?" in high squeaky voice.

"say somthing katez?" jacoby asked. "oh i said, pizza rolls are almost done.." i said popin the microwave open. "there all done," i said closing the microwave and sitting back out in the deck.

The door bell rang. Jacoby went to answer it.

"heyyyyy guys!" jacoby said happily.

I turned my head to see, all of papa roach, and some avenged sevefold.

My heart skipped a beat, when i saw zachy, and brian from A7x, even jimmy to.

They all walked out on the deck. I sat there dumb-founded.. nibbeling on my pizza rolls.

"ok guys this is katie!" he said introducing me.

"hello!" jimmy said smiling.

"hey miss drunk!" brian smiled.

My mouth dropped. "not uh that wasnt you was it on the phone?" i asked kinda embarrassed.

"yeaaaa it was," he said smiling at me.

"ahaha... hmm oh well.." i said shoving a pizza roll in my mouth.

Everyone sat around, talking about tour, and random things.

"well im jimmy" jimmy said speaking to me, he was sitting next to me.

"hii!" i said shaking his hand.

"whats your favorite color?" he asked randomly.

"haha why?" i asked.

"cuz... this is weird.. but its the first question i ask everyone when, i meet someone knew, that i think ill be friends with for a long time," he said laughing.

I smiled.

"i know its.. cheesy," he said.

"well i dont think so its.. pretty cool actually haha, ummmmm i like all colors!" i said to him excitedly.

"haha well specific favorite color," he asked.

"hmmmmmmmm how bout teal, or, green" i said.

"that works," he smiled.

A couple minnutes later, everyone was like.. crazy drunk, except for me, and jimmy.

"are you getting excited for tour?" he asked

"ohh hell yea" i said.

"haha thats good, its a reallllly great time" jimmy said.

Then we just hear yelling from, jacoby and lisa.

"why the hell is that sleezy bitch here anyway, and now your inviting her on tour?! do you not love me?!!!?" lisa screamed.

i froze, and everyone looked at me.

"ok... pretty pissed of.. now.. woo" i sighed.

"what the fuck is her problem?!" tony said.

"i dont know.. i think she thinks.. im gonna steal jacoby from her hahahahaha" i said laughing.

"but no.. i really.. dont want to be called.... a sleezy.. bitch.." i said getting up.

"katie! dont fight her?" jimmy said.

"im just gonna.. ease drop?" i said walking over to the room and jimmy grabbed a cup and we both stuck are ears to the door.

"baby, i do love you, why are you making such a big deal of this?" he said.

"dont you see! shes trying to take you away from me..!!!!!" lisa screamed.

"no i dont see that.. katie is my best friend, i can have friends who are girls, you have friends who are guys." jacoby said.

"the only reason you are not going, is because you have a job," he said.

"im going to quit, i want to be with you" lisa said.

"haha.. babe im not going to have you quit your job!" jacoby said getting frustrated.

"im not just gonna let you be alone with that bitch!" she screamed.

I slammed the door open, and jimmy waved at them... and walked away.

"first off...... im not a sleezy bitch, or just a bitch, so if youve got somthing to fucking say.. say it to my face! and im not gonna steal jacoby, when i have a boyfriend, and i dont have feelings for him like that, so shove your head up your ass!" i yelled walking away.

"woooooooooooo" i heard brian yell.

Jacoby walked out of the room, and grabbed my arm. "sorry for that" he said.

"whatever.." i shoved away from him and walked back out on the deck.

"i need a drink," i sighed sitting down.

Brian smiled and gave me his.

"thanks" i said chugging it. I threw the cup on the ground.

It was getting really late, so everyone decided to go.

"byeeee jimmy!" i said hugging him. "ill see you in 2 days!" i said excited.

"bye!" he said waving.

"ooofffta..." i sighed walking around the house, cleaning up the cups. Jacoby was saying bye to lisa.

Lisa glared at me, then kissed jacoby. "ill call you" he whipserd.

Jacoby started helping me. "your not mad at me are you?" he asked.

"no.. but your girlfriend.. is kinda.. a big bitch." i said. "sorry.. but.. you know?" i asked.

"yea she can be that way sometimes" he said.

"well im fucking tierd. im going to bed night coby" i sighed hugging him.

"night, katez" he kissed the top of my head.

When i was walking away.. it was kinda weird that he kissed the top of my head.

I crawled into bed, and fell asleep instantly.

I awoke the next morning, and jumped in the shower, his amazing huge ass shower.

I got out and i was in a towl, and i ran into lisa, in the hall.

She just looked at me. i stared at her back.

She walked away.. to intimidated of my stare. I walked into the guest bedroom and changed my clothes. I was wearing power shorts! :) (skinny jeans cut off at the knees) and a tank top that kinda showed my stomach. With some flat checkerd sneekers.

I walked out into the kitchen grabbed some fruit, and ate that.

Jacoby walked out, with just boxers on. Lisa fixing her lips. >.<

"morning," he looked at me and smiled.

"gooodmorning," i said shoving the fruit in my mouth.

"how did you sleep?" he asked, opening the fridge.

"great, you?" i asked.

"eh, could have been better," he sighed closing the fridge.

"Babe? can we have a day of us two before you leave me?" lisa asked smirking at me.

"umm" he looked at me.

"pshh i dont care im gonna go wake jimmy up anyway!" i said jumping off the counter.

"excpet... you just need to drop me off there," i said smirking back at her.

She shrugged.

Jacoby got ready, and then we got in the car and we pulled up to jimmys house, which was right off the beach also.

"this is zachys house to," coby said.

"ohh neat! well thankies for the ride, call me later!" i said.

"bye katez" he said letting me out of the backseat, he hugged me.

I skipped up to the house. The door was unlocked.

I walked inside and quietly closed the door. "whoaa" i said looking around.

I walked around looking for bedrooms. 5 minnutes later i found one.

I opened the door. It was jimmys room.

I slowly tip toed over to his bed and stood on it.

My feelings for you are forever! chp5

ohhh... heresss.. jacoby" i said confused and throwing the phone at jacoby, who had just got out of the shower.

"who is it?" he asked and looked at the phone. "ohh hey babe!" he said. I looked even more confused now.

"nooo that was katie.. shes my friend.. i was takeing a shower.." he sighed.

"fine love you to.. bye.." he hung up.

"GIRLFRIEND??" i asked. "yeaaaaaah" he sighed. "well you are a pig.." i said getting up and slapping his arm.

"howw?!" he asked. "that other girl last night.." i said. "oh katez.. jeeze that was drunkenness takeing over.." he said.

"mhm.." i sighed.

We got to the airport. "are you ready to rock the world with your best friend?" he asked stopping me before we got on the plane. "yes!" i put the rock on hand sign up. "give me some skin!" he slapped my hands.

We got on the plane and we started to act british.

"would you two like somthing to drink?" a lady asked.

"why yes! hmmm love what would you like?" jacoby said in a british accent.

"hmmmm i would love to have some tea! do you have that?" i asked.

"we do have coffee?" the lady asked.

"fucking bloody hell!!!!!!!!!!" i screamed and twitched.

Jacoby just giggeled. "yesss.. fine I guess that will do..." i sighed.

She walked away startled. "hey want my coffee i hate coffee.." i nudged jacoby.

He just started to laugh then he hugged me.

He fell asleep.. massive hangovers.. hehe.

The plane landed.

We walked off the plane arm in arm, me acting like a pre madonona, and him acting like a pimp with a hoe on his arm.

Next thing you know...where at jacobys home.

"oh...my god..." i sighed out.

"like it?" he asked, grabbing my luggage.

It was a nice almost cottage like home, on the top of a forested hill, and over the trees you could see the ocean, and the sunset, on the other side of the trees was the city.

"i think you have the nest view, in the city." i said looking around.

I noticed him staring at me.

"what?" i asked taking a glance of everything again.

"uhhh haha nothing" he said smiling and shaking his head.

He grabbed the house key and unlocked the door.

"i forgot to tell you were not leaving for a few days, so you will be crashing here," he said.

"completely fine with me" i said already raiding his fridge for food.

"what the hell! tofu dogs? what is the world coming to!" i said.

"thats my girlfriends, noo touchy" he said putting back in the fridge.

"wow she must be skinny, if she isnt putting any meat on her bones," i said looking for some real food.

"do you have any editble food?" i asked. "i am afraid not," he said grabbing my arm.

"let me show you your room, and then you can come back and look at the empty refridgerator," he said pulling me to a random bedroom.

"this!" he said laying on the bed. "is where you sleep" "this!" he said grabbing the blanket. "is what you snuggel with!" he said snuggeling in it. "this!" he said grabbing a pillow. "is what im going to hit you with!" he said throwing the pillow at me.

"its war!!!!!!!" I war cryed out.

We were running around the house, just smacking eachother with pillows.

"um.. sorry to intterupt," a voice said.

We immediately stopped.

"hey babe!" jacoby said dropping the pillow and kissing her.

"hey jacoby baby," she said between kisses, and kinda glancing at me.

I pretended to gag myslef.

"this is katie! shes been my best friend since.. we were born," jacoby said introducing me.

"hi.. katie" i said. "lisa.. nice to meet you" she said shaking my hand.

"you to" i smiled.

"shes soo fake!!!!" i yelled in... my mind.

"anyone want a drink?" jacoby said breaking silence.

"oh yes me!" lisa said.

"no thanks, ill goo for sommme food though," i yelled as he walked into the kitchen.

"katie.. you are in luck! found some pizza rolls!" he yelled.

"awesome sauce! what kind?" i yelled.

"peper...peperonoi!" he said having difficulty reading it.

"awesome!" i yelled as i went and sat down, out on the deck.

"so youve know jacoby... your whole life?" lisa asked sitting down next to me.

"yup hes my bestest friend," i said.

"lets keep it that way.." she said to me.

I looked at her like.... "no she didnt"

"umm.. you got issues.." i said getting up and walking into the kitchen.

My feelings for you are forever! chp5

Recap:

My phone started to ring. "hellllllo?" i slured drunkly. "yeahh heyyy um jacoby gave me your number.. and i hear your going on tour with papa roach," the awesome voice said. "yeahh whose asking? and why do you have my number" i asked. "because he said we should get to know you so he gave everyone your number," the voice said.

"oh and this is?" i asked.

"my name is.."

Then my phone died. "oh my god no!!!!!!!" i yelled. "whats the matter katez?" paige asked me. "some mysterious hot voice was on the other... um.. end of my phone!!!! and then... he was gonna tell me his name.. and he was someone from tour.. annnd arrggggghhhh!" i said sitting by the bar.

"its ok katez, i guess your just going to have to wait till you see him tomarrow," paige said sadly. "awwww paige!! ill text you up all the time," i said hugging her. Cassie came over. "im gonna miss yew to.." she sighed. I hugged them. "ill text.. call... myspace.." i said.

"Oh my god.. i leave tomarrow!" i said. "i need to get some sleeeeep.." i said. "Jacoby!!!" i yelled looking for him. He was talking to some random chick. I walked over to him,"hey we need to get home and get to sleep" i said. The girl randomly slapped him. "pig!" she yelled and walked away.

"what you do?" i asked him. He looked at the girl and smiled.. "hmmm nuffin at all.. katez.... nufffin!" he said leaning on me. "god your fat or your muscles... are heavey.." i sighed. "oh thats mean" he got really close to my face. "uggggh dont breath on me," i said pushing him off me.

"paige.. or casssie.. or someone can you drive us home?" i yelled. "i cann!" paige skipped over.

I dragged jacoby to the car. Even though i was just as typsy as he was. Paige helped us get in.

"katez.. you know i love you.. and i will never hurt.. you.. cuz ... cuz your my bessssssst friend!" jacoby whisperd. His stanky alcohol breath. "your my bff to," i said trying to get away from his face. "and and you know what else! i love paige to!" he said getting close to paige. "i love you to but jacoby you need to sit.. cuz i need to drive," she said trying to push his face away.

"why.. why does everyone keep pushing me away!" he said.. almost crying.

"Pms..." i sighed. "what! what! i dont h-have that!" jacoby got all moody again. "welllll ok then bub.. be quiet.." i passed out.

I awoke the next morning with jacoby laying next to me with shoes on and all clothes on. I looked at the clock. "hey... jacoby get up..." i said pushing him. "god.. leave me alone!" he said trying to go back to sleep.

I smacked him. "oww ok...." he said getting up and getting in the bathroom.

My phone rang. "uggh hello" i asked.

"who is this... why do you have jacobys... phone?" the girl asked.

I thought it was my phone...

>heeyyy there would be more.. but i have to leave... the place where im writing thisssss soooo commment buzz! enojoy! lol<

My feelings for you are forever! Chp3

>ok grounders is a game invented in ottertail MN and what you do is you go to a random play ground with equipment of course and then one person is it, the person thats it has to close there eyes and try to find everyone else. but the people not it have to stay on the equipment unless if they go on the ground and there not heard but the seeker who will say grounders! if they hear someone walking on the ground. if your cought on the ground your it, or if u get tagged.. ur it. its pretty dangerous.. and intense!<

I counted to 10 and i was off. There was no noise excpt people walking around on equipment. "Grounders!" i yelled but no one made a noise, so i was still it. I started walking up the stair thing hearing giggeling. "ima get chu!" i yelled running towards the slide. I heard people going down the slide laughing and saying go go go! "grounders!" i yelled. "oh jacoby!" everyone yelled.

"gosh!" he said napolean style. He counted and i was so silent, and i walked behind him the whole time. "dude there is someone breathing really close to me," he said turing around swinging his arms. I ducked and hid into a corner. "dude katie you were so close!" aslan yelled. Jacoby smiled. "oh my katie, my precious, where are you, precious!" he said golom tone. "holy crap dude you sound like golom from lord of da rings!" zach said. "oh katez,my puppet" he said getting closer to me. Paige came up behind him and flicked the back of his head. "katie! how you get behind me!" jacoby giggeld.

Then there was like a huge crash. "owwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!" someone yelled. I looked around and saw jacoby laying on the sand. "oh my god jacoby are you okay" cassie yelled running to him. "yeahhhhhhhh but.. grounders" he said opening his eyes.

"you little cheater!!!!!" cassie yelled.

After a while grounders started to get boring. We all went to go get some beer! :)

We got to the bar and all talked and then we got hammerd.. like no other.

"so so so so... we should do somthing funny.." aslan said.

"hahahahahahahahaha like what?" jacoby asked. "i feel like mooning someone.." he said.

I gave him a weird look and walked away.

"oh and this is?" i asked.

"my name is.."

>Realllllly short i know!!! but stillllll buzz comment yes no mabey?<

My feelings for you are forever chp2

"jacoby!!!!" ann yelled. "hey mom!" he said hugging her.

I couldnt believe that my wish had came true, there he was in flesh and blood standing at the front door hugging his parents and my parents. He looked at me as i stared in thought about my miracle.

"KATEZ!" he yelled picking me up and swinging me around. I held on to him feeling i was gonna cry. "jacoby oh my god!" i said trying to breathe. "what miss?" he asked still hugging me tightly. "your crazy ass bitch muscles are attaking me!" i said. "im sowwi" he said loosing his grip a little.

"are you going to let go at all?" ann asked. "nope i missed her to much" jacoby said walking to the living room with me still in his arms. He sat down and i was on his lap. "so how are you?" he asked. "im great now! dude i missed you probably more then you missed me," i said poking his stomache.

"dude!" i lifted his shirt and saw his like abs of rock. "working out i see" i said tracing his 6 pack with my finger. "dont your hands are cold," he giggeled. " how are you?" i asked. "im great too, and i dought that you missed me more," he sighed. "well mister if you would have missed me more you would have called," i said. "katez i would if i could but its not like that anymore im sooo busy, it sucks" he said. "but im sorry i never really called you the last six years but wow have you changed i mean your still short but your way more girly now" he said giving me this cheesy smile. "and you just got a lot of tattoos and your hair is cool and you got a cool soul patch and yeaah," i said looking at his tats.

jacobys POV

Hmm should i invite this tiny girl on tour with me, i think im going to XD. "hey katez" i asked her as she was mixing all her food together. "yea," she said putting a bite of food in her mouth. "would you like to come on tour with me?" i asked. She choked on a piece of food and started coughing. "for real" she spit out in her coughs. "yeah"i giggeld. "are you sure jacoby?" my mom asked. "yeah tottally that way i can spend more time with her, and a plus travel the world with her" i said looking at her. "did you say travel... the world!" she said. "yeah totally and were going on tour with avenged sevenfold, buckcherrry, saving abel," I said. "avenged sevenfold, avenged sevenfold!" she exclaimed looking at her hoody which is a nice hoody by the way. "yes katez a7x" i said. "dude im totally in when do we leave?" i asked. "tommarow night" i sighed wanting to be home more. "you have to leave that early dear?" my mom asked me. "yea i know franky is a pain in the dairreh air," i said. Then my phone started buzzing. "hello?" i asked getting up and leaving the table of excitment. "hey jacoby baby!" lisa said. >my girlfriend< "oh hey!" i said. "hows your parents?" she asked. "oh its great i got to see my friends and yeah its great," i said."thats good tell everyone i say hi im going to let you get back to your thing and im going to get back to mine," she said. "love you byebye," she said hanging up.

I walked back into the dinning room and katie looked so excited she was like shaking and making random loud noises. she kept appoligizing as she did it, wow have i missed this girl or what!

katies POV

"dude okay so im pumped!" i said jumping up and down. Jacoby sat on his bed as i got the video games out. "haha thats good you shall have a blast!" he said. Then my phone started buzzing. "heroo?" i answerd sounding like scooby doo."katie! its cassie! and paige!" they both said. "oh hey girlys whats up!" i asked chucking a controler at jacoby. "nothing much we got bored, so is jacoby home?" paige asked. "yeah im sitting next to him right now," i said. "dude let us say hi speaker speaker!!" cassie yelled and paige giggeld. "haha okay," i said putting the phone on speaker. "hey jacoby!!" they said. "hey paige and cassie! how are you guys?" he asked them. "bored dude we want to see you!" paige yelled in excitment. "i want to see you guys to katie lets go see this girlys," >idk why im calling you girlys..< jacoby said. "okay! where you at?" i asked in gangsta tone. "we be chillen at Casizzles house" paige said. "true dat home skilllet we be rollin are way up dat," i said hanging up. Jacoby looked at me weird. "what?" i asked. "nothing you are just strange" he smiled. I shrugged.

We left and showed up at cassies house. "YOYO!" i said giving them peace signs. "hey katez!" paige said hugging me. "jacoby!" she like attacked him. "paigey!!" he yelled hugging her. "where cassie?" i asked. "shes with zack..." paige rolled her eyes. "cassie do you want to see me or not!" jacoby yelled. Then we see cassie coming around the corner with zack. "jacoby!" she yelled jumping on him. "cas!" he yelled hugging her and kissing her cheek. Zack did not look happy :o >dont let binks read this< >.< "so how are you girlys now?" he asked. "were happy to see you so excellent now!" cassie said. "oh this is my boyfriend zack," cassie said. "hi jacoby shaddix" jacoby said introducing himself. "haha i know who you are dude" zack laughed shaking jacobys hand.

"so dudes what do we want to do because im like leaving for 6 months," i said. "what the hell!" paige said. "why?" cassie asked. "im going on tour.. with a7x and papa roach and buckcherry and saving abel," i said smilling happily. "oh my god im jelouse you get to see synester gates in the flesh up close and personal," paige said. "take pictures!" she said excitedly. "i will if i become friends with him ill make him talk to you on the phone," i said

"that would be amazing!!!" she squealed. "i know right!" i said. "oh man you got to bring him home to me katie if he does not have a girlfriend!" she said. "haha ill try" i said. "so what you guys wanna do?" jacoby asked. "how about play grounders in the park?"paige asked.

"oh my god i havnt played that fricken game forever!" jacoby said. "yes i love this plan!" i said.

"shotty!" i cassie yelled. "hmm i think we need to round up so more troops" i said whipping out my cell phone to call my cousin aslan, and chris. >i do have a cousin named aslan who is named after the lion of chronicles of narnia.. its his real name to< So i called them up and we all got in the car and started heading for the park. It was like 9:00 at night so it was already getting dark.

"ok 1, 2, 3 not it!" jacoby yelled, folowed by everyone else. Except me.. i wasnt paying attention. "oh dang it." i sighed.

( heeeeeeyz what you think! hope you guys like it wayyyyyyy more to come! comment buzz pweeze?)

My feelings for you are forever! chp 1

I was sitting at my parents house thinking about my childhood, teen years etc. I was thinking about one of my best friends and neighbor jacoby shaddix, ive been friends with this guy ever since i can remember and all i have with him is great memories. Those memories went away after he left for LA to become a rock star. Hes in this very popular band called Papa Roach now.

I set the picture down i was holding remembering the one time when we were at the beach and me and jacoby were making are way to the water in our tiny little bathing suits, we were bout 3 or 4 years old.

"hey katie are you okay you look lost in thought?" my mother asked as she was coming with a basket of laundry. "yeah im fine i was just thinking bout Mr. Jacoby" i said staring at some other childhood memorie pictures. "katez i know you miss him, whens the last time you spoke to him?" she asked. "oh i dont know ive only talked to him maby 4 times last 6 years and seen a glimpse of him once like 2 years ago," i sighed getting annoyed with my mom. "well he should make time for you," she said. "well hes got a way bigger life now i dont think he can just pop in anytime he wants and he doesnt have time for me anymore anyway soo... yeah," i said. "well he might be coming home for christmas," she said walking away. "yeah we'll see.." i said.

couple of weeks later aka christmas day

It was christmas and its been a tradition to always go over to the shaddix home and have christmas with them. So as i got ready i was praying jacoby would be there, that would be my christmas miracle. I got my A7x hoody and i was wearing some colorful green skinny jeans with some converse. "thats what you are going to wear?" my dad asked. "yeah its not like they care what i wear," i said opening the door and walking outside. "dude it is cold! i dislike Minnesota," i said walking over to the shaddix home, known as my second home. I knocked then opened the door, "katie! I missed you how is school?" my 2nd mom asked me. "well i hate school but yeah ive finished" i said. "well thats good!" she said. "yup" i said giving her a smile. "hey kid" my 2nd dad said. "technically im not a kid anymore," i smiled. "yeah but you and jacoby still act like it" he said giving me a fake noogie then hugging me. I walked in the kitchen and smelled the wonderful food. no sign of jacoby yet. "so jacoby is on his way he should be here in 5 minnutes he just texted me," ann said (i dont know the name of his rents so ann is his mom jim is his dad >.<) "or now?" i heard a voice coming from the front door.

"ok hey so what you thing..... do you like.. it .. yes.. no... hate it... :( idk its short but you know im typing away!) plz buzz comment

hey soo sorry

hey soo sorry much so but i have the sudden urge to write a jacoby shaddix story and i cant do 2 at once.. so im not gonna do 30 seconds to mars.... im extremely sorry i might come back to it after this story.. sooo sorry especially to dee! :( forgive meh

As you see into..Infinity....chp2 Repost

ok so i reposted this cuz.. the font is really small cant really see it... so here ya go

The next day

Tomo: Hey Katie its TOMO!

Katie: Hey whatâ�™s up?

Tomo: Nothing realllly bored

Katie: What time is your show tonight?

Tomo: 6:30 again.

Katie: Oh

Tomo: yeah do you want to come?â�

Katie: haha I would donâ�™t have tickets.

Tomo: donâ�™t worry about that I already gave Shane 3

Katie: Oh!! Ok sweet see ya tonight then

Tomo: okk sweet!

After I got done talking to tomo I went to go get my mail and then drew pulled up. â�œhey you excited for tonight?â� he asked. â�œyeah,â� I said. Thatâ�™s when it hit me. Iâ�™m going to see Shannon again. Heâ�™s so kind, and hes so charming, but he has a girlfriend, that looks like a beyotch. â�œKatie you ok lost in thought?â� drew asked. â�œyeah my bad,â� â�œso whose playing with them tonight?â� I asked as we pulled up to the venue. â�œum.. There are 2 I donâ�™t know the 1 and brokencyde I think?â� Shane said. â�œoh my God Brokencyde!!!â� I squealed right when tomo came over. â�œhow did that go again?â� jared asked. â�œum.. haha..never mind,â� I said blushing. â�œhey Iâ�™m jared by the way,â� oh we knowâ� I said shaking his hand. â�œhey we ready to go inside?â� tomo asked. â�œhellz yeah!â� drew said getting excited. Jared walked by me and then me and him started talking, about random things. â�œâ�¦.i wish I could travel the world, that would be so amazing.â� I said. â�œit is, itâ�™s a really good experience,â� he said. â�œyou should come with some time like to japan or something,â� jared said looking at me. â�œholy crap for real?â� I asked in shock. â�œyeah wellâ�¦ why not?â� he asked. â�œwell why me?â� I asked. â�œcuz you want to travel and you seem like a normal person.â� He said. â�œare people not normal in your world?â� I asked jokingly. â�œ Actually not many its pretty frustratingâ�¦.God..â� he said. â�œwhat?â� I asked. â�œsarah and Shannonâ�¦.sarah is just wrong for him,â� he said looking at the stage. I looked and theres sarah giving Shannon a hicky. â�œohh what a pleasant sightâ� I said making a disgusted face. â�œSHANNON!â� jared yelled. â�œâ�¦hm..what?â� he asked looking at sarah then me and jared. â�œlets get ready..â� he said look pissed off. â�œcome with meâ� jared said to me. â�œok im coming God Godâ�¦â� he said stated to kiss sarah. â�œughh..â� I said under my breath. â�œwhat?â� jared said. â�œoh ha um nothing.â� I said looking behind me were sarah and Shannon were hand in hand. â�œI can understand why you donâ�™t like her,â� I said. â�œyou want to come on tour with me and tomo?â� he asked. â�œwhoa whoa why me? Why am I the special one here?â� I asked. â�œbecause your down to earth and you calm people down very easily just by standing there.â� He said. â�œwe really kind need calm in our lives,â� he said. â�œso will you?â� he asked. â�œwill she what?â� Shannon said catching up to us with no sarah by his side. â�œnothing..â� jared said, andkept walking but he looked at me. I nodded. He put a big smile on his face. â�œgreat!â� he said and smacked his hands together. â�œwhat is going on?â� Shannon asked. â�œnothing like he saidâ� I said. â�œahhah!â� jared said. â�œwelcomeâ� he said. â�œuhh fine what everâ� he said walking ahead of us. All of a sudden we hear this scream!

As you see into...Infinity..Chp2

The next day

Tomo: Hey Katie its TOMO!

Katie: Hey whats up?

Tomo: Nothing realllly bored

Katie: What time is your show tomight?

Tomo: 6:30 again.

Katie: Oh

Tomo: yeah do you want to come?â�

Katie: haha I would donâ�™t have tickets.

Tomo: donâ�™t worry about that I already gave shane 3

Katie: Oh!! Ok sweet see ya tonight then

Tomo: okk sweet!

After I got done talking to tomo I went to go get my mail and then drew pulled up. â�œhey you excited for tonight?â� he asked. â�œyeah,â� I said. Thatâ�™s when it hit me. Iâ�™m going to see Shannon again. Hes so kind, and hes so charming, but he has a girlfriend, that looks like a beyotch. â�œKatie you ok lost in thought?â� drew asked. â�œyeah my bad,â� â�œso whose playing with them tonight?â� I asked as we pulled up to the venue. â�œum.. theres 2 I donâ�™t know the 1 and brokencyde I think?â� shane said. â�œoh my God Brokencyde!!!â� I squealed right when tomo came over. â�œhow did that go again?â� jared asked. â�œum.. haha..nevermind,â� I said blushing. â�œhey Iâ�™m jared by the way,â� oh we knowâ� I said shaking his hand. â�œhey we ready to go inside?â� tomo asked. â�œhellz yeah!â� drew said getting excited. Jared walked by me and then me and him started talking, about random things. â�œâ�¦.i wish I could travel the world, that would be so amazing.â� I said. â�œit is, itâ�™s a really good experience,â� he said. â�œyou should come with some time like to japan or something,â� jared said looking at me. â�œholy crap for real?â� I asked in shock. â�œyeah wellâ�¦ why not?â� he asked. â�œwell why me?â� I asked. â�œcuz you want to travel and you seem like a normal person.â� He said. â�œare people not normal in your world?â� I asked jokingly. â�œ Acutally not many its pretty frustratingâ�¦.God..â� he said. â�œwhat?â� I asked. â�œsarah and Shannonâ�¦.sarah is just wrong for him,â� he said looking at the stage. I looked and theres sarah giving Shannon a hicky. â�œohh what a pleasant sightâ� I said making a disgusted face. â�œSHANNON!â� jared yelled. â�œâ�¦hm..what?â� he asked looking at sarah then me and jared. â�œlets get ready..â� he said look pissed off. â�œcome with meâ� jared said to me. â�œok im coming God Godâ�¦â� he said stated to kiss sarah. â�œughh..â� I said under my breath. â�œwhat?â� jared said. â�œoh ha um nothing.â� I said looking behind me were sarah and Shannon were hand in hand. â�œI can understand why you donâ�™t like her,â� I said. â�œyou want to come on tour with me and tomo?â� he asked. â�œwhoa whoa why me? Why am I the special one here?â� I asked. â�œbecause your down to earth and you calm people down very easily just by standing there.â� He said. â�œwe really kind need calm in our lives,â� he said. â�œso will you?â� he asked. â�œwill she what?â� Shannon said catching up to us with no sarah by his side. â�œnothing..â� jared said, andkept walking but he looked at me. I nodded. He put a big smile on his face. â�œgreat!â� he said and smacked his hands together. â�œwhat is going on?â� Shannon asked. â�œnothing like he saidâ� I said. â�œahhah!â� jared said. â�œwelcomeâ� he said. â�œuhh fine what everâ� he said walking ahead of us. All of a sudden we hear this scream...

As you see into...Infinity..Chp1

â�œKatie itâ�™s time for you to wake up!!!!!â� my brother Shane yelled. â�œughâ�¦â� I said. â�œKatie please get up?â� Shaneâ�™s friend Drew said to me coming over and ripping the blankets of my bed. â�œBut why!?!? I donâ�™t have to work today.. thank baby Jesus!â� I said hugging my pillow and closing my eyes. â�œKatie I donâ�™t want to do this but you leave me no choice.â� Drew said picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder. â�œok drewâ�¦ PUT ME THE HELL DOWN!!â� I said trying to squirm. â�œok..â� he set me down on the sofa. â�œHappy Birthday!!!â� they said bringing me a cake and a present. â�œugggh donâ�™t remind me of my birthday. I said looking at the cake and the present. â�œcome on my 24 year old.â� Shane said. â�œopen your present your going to love it!â� drew said. I grabbed the box and looked at it. I opened it. â�œ 3 Tickets to see 30 seconds to mars?â� I asked. â�œwho would I take?â� i asked. The guys looked at each other. â�œus?â� they asked. â�œsure!â� I said. â�œThanks for the tickets!â� I said giving them a hug. â�œthank you for bringing us. They said. â�œhow come you donâ�™t seem so excited?â� shane asked. â�œI donâ�™t know, I think its cuz im getting old.â� I said. â�œSo whens the concert,â� I asked. â�œ Inâ�¦. 5 hours.â� Drew said looking at his phone. â�œWHAT!â� I said running up stairs. I jumped in the shower and got my outfit picked out. I Put On my Black Skinnys with an Brokencyde White T- Shirt. I straightened my hair. *my Hair is Black with blonde pink and purple in it* And then I put a White Bow on the side of my hair, I put on lots of eyeliner, and put Green Eye shadow on. â�œKatie Are you ready to go?â� drew yelled. â�œyeahâ� I said coming down the stairs.

We got in the car and pulled up to the Venue. â�œwhat time does it start?â� I asked. â�œ6:30..â� shane said, â�œwhat time is it now?â� I asked. â�œAlmostâ�¦. 5:00â� drew said. â�œwell lets go,â� I said. â�œKatie we have an hour and a half yet.â� Drew said. Just then people started pulling up. â�œI Donâ�™t know about you guys but im going.â� I said getting out of the car and running to the front of the venue. This girl was right behind me, but I got there first. Shane a Drew came over by me. â�œH-h-holy Shit its poopin cold!â� I screamed. â�œits like 30 degrees out here! Wheres ur jacket?â� shane said. â�œI didnâ�™t think I needed one, what time i-i-s it?â� I asked. â�œ 15 min till 6,â� drew said. â�œUGGGHHHâ� I said. â�œyou guys hold me.â� I said. They wrapped there arms around me so I would stay a lil warm. The doors open, â�œOh Thank God,â� I said. But they said I couldnâ�™t go in, Then 30 seconds to mars was walking towards the door. People were screaming. â�œyour lips are like purple,â� tomo said to me. â�œyeah cuz im a dumbass and forgot my coat.â� I said. He looked around the rest of the group was inside. â�œcome onâ� he said grabbing my wrist.â� Umm text me,â� I said to shane and Drew. I got inside then I tried to jump to get the feeling back in my legs. I fell to the floor. â�œOh my God hahahahaâ� I said getting up. â�œwhat are you doing?â� tomo sid laughing at me. â�œtrying to regain the feeling in my legs.â� I said jumping again but not falling this time. â�œhaha ok stay by me cuz you are going to get in trouble if you donâ�™tâ� he said lookin at the security guards. â�œok, so why are u doing this?â� I asked him. â�œcuz you looked like you were going to die,â� he said laughing. â�œoh dang,â� I said. We started to walk down this hallway. â�œwhere are we going?â� I asked. â�œWell. I was going to go get a hoody and give it to you.â� He said. â�œohh okay fine with me,â� I said still shivering. â�œill be right back stay here donâ�™t move,â� he said walking into a dressing room. Where I spotted Shannon. My mouth dropped and he just looked at me and then looked away. â�œwowâ�¦..nice one Katie..â� I said. My phone started ringing I answerd it. â�œhello?â� I asked. â�œhey what are you doing?â� shane asked. â�œum getting a sweatshirt from tomo, cuz I guessed it looked like I was going to die.â� â�œoh I got to go,â� I said hanging up. Then I heard arguing. â�œMatt stop being Dumb!â� tomo said. â�œYou guys are just jackassesâ� matt said. â�œJust shut up matt, I didnâ�™t even do anything,â� Shannonn yelled. â�œoh crapâ� I walked down the hall and sat at the end of it. The door opennd to the dressing room and tomo and Shannon came out. â�œhereâ�¦â� Shannon said throwing me his sweatshirt. â�œum.. thanks?â� I said putting it on. â�œyeah..â� he said then he walked away. â�œI couldnâ�™t find one of mine so Shannon offered,â� Tomo said. â�œWhy are you sitting down here?â� he asked. â�œoh umâ�¦.. never mind,â� I said getting up. â�œum ok ha,â� he said leading me to the stage area. â�œyou can stand on the side if you want? Your 2 friends can tooâ� he said. â�œohh really!? That would be awesome thanks,â� I said. So I found shane and drew and they came over to me. â�œso tomos sweatshirt?â� drew asked. â�œnope shannons,â� I said smiling. â�œOh my God like no way,â� shane said in a girly voice. â�œyes way!â� I said. The show started and I just started dancing. â�œhaha Katie shannons checking you out,â� shane said. I stopped and looked at shane then Shannon and he just smiled at me. I started blushing. Then I shrugged â�œWhat ever,â� I said and kept dancing my head off. Then this girl from across the stage was glaring at me. â�œdude Katie that chick over there is glaring at you,â� drew said. â�œI donâ�™t care,â� I said dancing more. Shane and drew started dancing too. But they were like two stepping. So joined in that. After the show tomo came over and so did Shannon. â�œhey great job tonight!â� shane said. â�œthanks.â� They said in unison. â�œuhhhh why do you guys have to be done!â� I said still wanting to dance. â�œhaha sorry,â� Shannon said. Then Shane and drew started to talk to tomo about guitars. â�œso.. wheres your next show?â� I asked Shannon. â�œumâ�¦ here In the city, many venues.â� He said. â�œhaha yeah well thatâ�™s cool,â� I said. â�œyeah.â� Shannon said. Then that girl that was glaring came over and kissed Shannon. â�œgreat show hun,â� she said looking at him then me. â�œthank you,â� he said giving her another kiss. Oh thatâ�™s his girlfriend. â�œwell it was nice metting youâ�¦.â� Shannon said reaching for my hand. â�œKatie,â� I said and shaking it. â�œKatie, well I hope you come and see us again soon,â� he said walking away. â�œyeah.. ill try,â� I said. â�œKATIE!â� tomo said to me. â�œhaha what?â� I said. â�œHeres my number!â� he said putting it in my phone. â�œwhy do u want my number?â� I asked. â�œuhh cuz youâ�™re my new friend duhh.. ohh and happy birthday!!â� tomo said giving me a hug. â�œthey told you?â� I asked. â�œyup but I got to go ill call you! Chow!â� he said hugging me. â�œwow best night ever!â� shane said. â�œthanks for looking dead!â�shane said hugging me. â�œyeahâ�¦ your welcome.â�